dishearten

These few days have been shedding too much tears. Shedded too much tears for the kids especially Deborah.

People tell me she is just a kid, yes, i totally agree and sometimes we ourselves can never imagine how actualli children can drive you up the wall compared to adults. Those with no children is easier said then done.

Basically Deborah don even know what is called "respect", "manners", "listen and obey" She really cannot submit to authority.

I now can only keep praying for her to have a change in her attitude. Only God can change such stubborn people.

As for adults, they basically sometimes don even talk sense at all, when met with problem, they shun responsibilty, only know how to quarrel over spilt milk. What is the point?

God give us a brain to analyze things. Anyway, those who who don understand things, YOU ASK, don doubt or make wild gusses and start blaming and accusing the wrong people.

I really feel very hurt this week.

I think i myself falling into depression soon. Then who can understand? Only those who are very ke lian?
Saturday, January 30, 2010